{"id":1051,"date":"2021-01-24T20:31:31","date_gmt":"2021-01-24T19:31:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ritual.cz\/?p=1051"},"modified":"2021-01-28T23:31:42","modified_gmt":"2021-01-28T22:31:42","slug":"starousci-ii","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ritual.cz\/index.php\/2021\/01\/24\/starousci-ii\/","title":{"rendered":"Starou\u0161ci II."},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Dal\u0161\u00ed \u010d\u00e1st pov\u00edd\u00e1n\u00ed o st\u00e1\u0159\u00ed, mil\u00fdch star\u00fdch lidech, z\u00e1\u017eitc\u00edch jednoho kluka \u2026 a zamy\u0161len\u00ed o smrti.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Redakce<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n


Jak jsem psal zku\u0161enost \u010d\u00edslo dva, tak bych r\u00e1d k tomu dodal jednu kuri\u00f3zn\u00ed p\u0159ipom\u00ednku, kterou mi ud\u011blal jeden m\u016fj kamar\u00e1d, kter\u00e9mu trefn\u011b \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m dre\u010f\u00e1k. Nazv\u011bme to tedy z\u00e1\u017eitek \u010dty\u0159i a p\u016fl. Pot\u00e9, co jsem mu popsal zm\u00edn\u011bn\u00e9 bloud\u011bn\u00ed t\u011bch dvou bab\u010d, mi \u0159ekl, \u017ee jeho babi\u010dka si na to vysta\u010d\u00ed sama. Je toti\u017e tak\u00e9 p\u0159im\u011b\u0159en\u011b seniln\u00ed a podobn\u00fdm zp\u016fsobem si dok\u00e1\u017ee pov\u00eddal se sv\u00fdm odrazem v zrcadle, odleskem na tal\u00ed\u0159i nebo pras\u00e1tkem na zdi. Nebo pr\u00fd dokonce zvl\u00e1dne mluvit i za n\u011bkolik postav najednou a n\u011bkdy se pr\u00fd i tak rozlou\u010d\u00ed „Po\u010dkejte tady na m\u011b, j\u00e1 se hned vr\u00e1t\u00edm.“ Dal\u0161\u00ed jej\u00ed velikou z\u00e1libou je toaletn\u00ed pap\u00edr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

To v\u0161ak ne zp\u016fsobem, jako u n\u00e1s mnoh\u00fdch ostatn\u00edch. Je pro n\u00ed fascinuj\u00edc\u00ed utrhnout \u010dtvere\u010dek a neust\u00e1le ho smot\u00e1vat do kuli\u010dky a op\u011btn\u011b rozmot\u00e1vat, a\u017e se zcela rozcupuje a tyto kous\u00ed\u010dky jsou po cel\u00e9m pokoji a dom\u011b, kde bydl\u00ed se sv\u00fdm synem, jeho rodinou a vnukem (dre\u010f\u00e1kem) s jeho \u017eenou. No a pak si hned vezme dal\u0161\u00ed. Pro tu babi\u010dku nen\u00ed moc rozd\u00edlu mezi dnem a noc\u00ed a tak se \u010dasto st\u00e1v\u00e1, \u017ee j\u00ed potk\u00e1vaj\u00ed v noci, jak se n\u011bkde proch\u00e1z\u00ed nebo si sama jen tak pov\u00edd\u00e1 nebo brebent\u00ed, \u010di n\u011bjak podivn\u011b pohybuje rukama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dal\u0161\u00edm z probl\u00e9m\u016f je inkontinence, tedy obecn\u011b po\u010d\u016fr\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00ed a tak asi v\u016fbec. Doty\u010dn\u00e1 si to n\u011bkdy uv\u011bdom\u00ed a sama se p\u0159evl\u00e9kne, ale pou\u017eit\u00e9 oble\u010den\u00ed n\u011bkam zalo\u017e\u00ed a pak pr\u00fd to je zaj\u00edmav\u00e9. Jednou se mu dokonce stalo, \u017ee se v noci probudil, vstal a kdesi tam tu\u0161il babi\u010dku. Rozsv\u00edtil tedy a k jeho p\u0159ekvapen\u00ed m\u011bla babi\u010dka oble\u010den\u00fd jak\u00fdsi svetr, kter\u00fd kdy\u017e \u0161la sp\u00e1t nem\u011bla, ale co \u0161okovalo v\u00edce byla skute\u010dnost, \u017ee od pasu dol\u016f m\u011bla oble\u010den\u00fd dal\u0161\u00ed svetr, \u00fapln\u011b p\u0159esn\u011b pod t\u00edm prvn\u00edm naho\u0159e, i s vlaj\u00edc\u00edmi ruk\u00e1vy. N\u011bkdy to je s n\u00ed dobr\u00e9 a to obzvl\u00e1\u0161t\u011b, kdy\u017e d\u011bl\u00e1 n\u011bjakou pr\u00e1ci, na kterou jako \u017eena v chalup\u011b a na vesnici byla zvykl\u00e1. Pokud m\u00e1 \u0161kr\u00e1bat brambory, k \u010demu\u017e j\u00ed ob\u010das pust\u00ed, tak pr\u00fd jede jako stroj a n\u011bjak j\u00ed to pr\u00fd i bav\u00ed. Nicm\u00e9n\u011b jednou j\u00ed dali n\u011bjak p\u0159erovnat jakousi hrom\u00e1dku a ona ud\u011blala n\u011bkolik spr\u00e1vn\u00fdch pohyb\u016f, ale pak se zastavila, za\u010dala d\u011blat dal\u0161\u00ed hrom\u00e1dku a pot\u00e9 z t\u00e9 druh\u00e9 hrom\u00e1dky to za\u010dala d\u00e1vat zp\u011bt a bylo to takov\u00e9 lehce zmotan\u00e9. Je pr\u00fd ale zaj\u00edmav\u00e9, \u017ee p\u0159ed lidmi, kter\u00e9 nezn\u00e1, se obvykle p\u0159edvede. Vypt\u00e1v\u00e1 se na \u017eivot a jak to jde a takov\u00e9 obvykl\u00e9 ot\u00e1zky. I p\u0159ed psychiatrem se pr\u00fd uk\u00e1zala vcelku chyt\u0159e, ale pak si zase ujela do toho sv\u00e9ho. Je to pr\u00fd okam\u017eik od okam\u017eiku. N\u011bkdy m\u00e1 sv\u011btl\u00e9 chvilky a n\u011bkdy tmav\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ned\u00e1vno se pr\u00fd pozd\u011b v noci sprchoval a n\u00e1hle se n\u011bkdo dob\u00fdv\u00e1 k n\u011bmu do sprchy. Odtu\u0161il \u017ee to je babi\u010dka a pt\u00e1 se, co by cht\u011bla. „Chce\u0161 na z\u00e1chod?“ (Velmi \u010dasto se pr\u00fd stane, \u017ee neodpov\u00edd\u00e1 a mele si n\u011bco sv\u00e9ho a jen z toho jej\u00edhopov\u00edd\u00e1n\u00ed se n\u011bjak mus\u00ed podle pocitu odtu\u0161it co asi chce.) Tentokr\u00e1te pr\u00fd ale odpov\u011bd\u011bla, \u017ee ano. „Ale to mus\u00ed\u0161 vedle.“ (Kde byl z\u00e1chod.) Ta se mu ale do sprchy dob\u00fdvala je\u0161t\u011b n\u011bkolikr\u00e1t (se stejn\u00fdm rozhovorem co chce a \u017ee vedle) a tak nakonec vy\u0161el ven otev\u0159el dve\u0159e na z\u00e1chod a p\u0159ivedl j\u00ed tam. Tam se zeptala : „J\u00e1 nev\u00edm, co m\u00e1m d\u011blat.“ „No p\u0159ece na z\u00e1chod.“ (V\u017edy\u0165 st\u00e1la u z\u00e1chodu, u m\u00edsy.) „Ale jak a kde?“ Nato j\u00ed tedy sundal \u0161aty a posadil. Pak pr\u00fd p\u0159i\u0161la op\u011bt ot\u00e1zka: „Co m\u00e1m d\u011blat?“ Po chvilce rozhovoru s babi\u010dkou pochopil, \u017ee asi na z\u00e1chod v\u016fbec nechce a jen seprobudila a za\u010dala chodit po dom\u011b a svoji ot\u00e1zkou jestli se j\u00ed nechce j\u00ed z\u0159ejm\u011b nasm\u011broval k tomu, \u017ee ano. Odvedl j\u00ed tedy do postele. Ulo\u017eil a p\u0159ikryl, na\u010de\u017e hnedle usnula. S t\u00edm ukl\u00e1d\u00e1n\u00edm a us\u00edn\u00e1n\u00edm to je pr\u00fd tak\u00e9 zaj\u00edmav\u00e9. N\u011bkdy to je snadn\u00e9 a jindy ne. Je\u0161t\u011b na\u0159ezat t\u00e1mhleto, slo\u017eit tuhleto a uklidit tadyhlecto a copak to m\u00e1\u0161 na sob\u011b a copak jet\u00e1mhleto atp. N\u011bkdy m\u00e1 \u010dlov\u011bk n\u00e1ladu si s n\u00ed pov\u00eddat a reagovat, ale jindy to je t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9 a zm\u00edn\u011bn\u00fd kamar\u00e1d se s\u00e1m div\u00ed, kde tato \u017eena bere takovou s\u00edlu odporovat. Na\u0161el si ale takovou lehce hrub\u0161\u00ed metodu, kdy j\u00ed usad\u00ed na postel, sund\u00e1 boty, nohy rychle d\u00e1 na postel a p\u0159ikryje, takov\u00e9 to \u0161up, \u0161up a . mil\u00e1 babi\u010dka pr\u00fd usne nato\u0161up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nicm\u00e9n\u011b, podle jedn\u00e9 pan\u00ed, se kterou mluvil, tento mlad\u00edk P. k n\u00ed p\u0159i\u0161el, pozdaravil „Ahoj, ahoj, ahoj“, jak to d\u011blal st\u00e1le a pak po chv\u00edli pronesl v\u011btu t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9ho kalibru, kterou by do n\u011bj nikdy nikdo ne\u0159ekl. „Ani nev\u00ed\u0161, jak je t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9 si pamatovat kter\u00fd den v t\u00fddnu je a kolik je hodin.“ Nato se oto\u010dil a ode\u0161el. Nev\u00edm, jak je to mo\u017en\u00e9, ale n\u011bkter\u00e9 v\u011bty, kter\u00e9 z takov\u00fdch lid\u00ed vypadnou maj\u00ed takovou filosofickou hloubku, \u017ee \u010dlov\u011bk nesta\u010d\u00ed z\u00edrat. Ten m\u016fj kamar\u00e1d dre\u010f\u00e1k m\u00e1 podobnou zku\u0161enost se svou babi\u010dkou. N\u011bkdy to je u n\u00ed jenom takov\u00e9 bl\u00e1bolen\u00ed, ale jindy to je v\u011bta nebo dv\u011b, kter\u00e9 maj\u00ed takovou s\u00edlu, \u017ee ho to posadilo. Pr\u00fd se to d\u00e1 jasn\u011b poznat. Jednou to je jen takov\u00e9 to voln\u00e9 bl\u00e1bolen\u00ed seniln\u00edch lid\u00ed, ale pak se n\u011bkdy pr\u00fd jej\u00ed hlas zm\u011bn\u00ed, dostane hlub\u0161\u00ed mu\u017esk\u00fd t\u00f3n a s\u00edlu a \u0159ekne n\u011bco z\u00e1va\u017en\u00e9ho, co je t\u0159eba skute\u010dn\u011b praktick\u00e9 nebo nad\u010dasov\u00e9 nebo podobn\u011b. On to popsal tak, jakoby skrze n\u00ed v tu chv\u00edli promluvil B\u016fh a ona se stala jen kan\u00e1lem jeho v\u011bdom\u00ed. A pak to je zase jen takov\u00e9 brebent\u011bn\u00ed voln\u00e9 lidsk\u00e9 mysli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u00e1\u017eitek \u010d\u00edslo p\u011bt je velmi autentick\u00fd a velmi \u017eiv\u00fd a opravdu ned\u00e1vn\u00fd. Se sestrou, se kterou se mi stal, jsme se tomu dost nasm\u00e1li a to je\u0161t\u011b nezn\u00e1m konec. Byl jsem d\u00e1vat ve\u010de\u0159i na pokoj pan\u00ed Be. a p\u0159i vstupu jsem tam musel rozsv\u00edtit. A\u017e teprve „dobr\u00fd ve\u010der“ ob\u011b obyvatelky ale probudilo. Pan\u00ed Be. se na posteli posadila, pod\u00edvala se z okna, kde u\u017ebyla tma a po chvilce \u0159ekla „dobr\u00e9 r\u00e1no“. Nepatrn\u011b m\u011b to zasko\u010dilo, ale hned jsem se vzpamatoval, tak\u00e9 pop\u0159\u00e1l dobr\u00e9 r\u00e1no po kr\u00e1tk\u00e9m sp\u00e1nku, ale hned jsem j\u00ed p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010doval, \u017ee vstala pr\u00e1v\u011b v\u010das, aby si sn\u011bdla ve\u010de\u0159i, kterou p\u0159in\u00e1\u0161\u00edm.
„J\u00e1 v\u00e1m tu ve\u010de\u0159i zaplat\u00edm,“ \u0159\u00edkala a sahala na pen\u011b\u017eenku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

„Ne, ne, to nen\u00ed pot\u0159eba, tuhle ve\u010de\u0159i m\u00e1te zdarma, jenom za to, \u017ee tu jste s n\u00e1mi.“ Ono toti\u017e maj\u00ed v\u0161ichni ve\u010de\u0159i v cen\u011b, ale cht\u011bl jsem j\u00ed p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010dit, \u017ee se tu mysl\u00ed i na n\u00ed.
„D\u011bkuju, to je od v\u00e1s hezk\u00e9, ale nem\u00e1te si d\u011blat takovou \u0161kodu. Ale asi cht\u00edt nebudu.“
„Pro\u010dpak? Ve\u010de\u0159e je dobr\u00e1.“
„J\u00e1 u\u017e jsem toti\u017e dost jedla doma.“ Tohle m\u011b op\u011bt malinko zasko\u010dilo.
„Jakpak to, \u017ee jste jedla doma?“
„No v\u00edte j\u00e1 jsem pr\u00e1v\u011b p\u0159ijela.“
Dob\u0159e jsem ale v\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee tady je u\u017e n\u011bkolik t\u00fddn\u016f a bude v tom n\u011bco jin\u00e9ho.
„To si ale mus\u00edte d\u00e1t ve\u010de\u0159i s n\u00e1ma, a\u0165 v\u00edte, jak tu va\u0159\u00ed.“ Nedal jsem se a p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010doval ji d\u00e1le.
„V\u00edte asi ne. J\u00e1 si asi ned\u00e1m. Jsem opravdu najeden\u00e1.“
No malou sva\u010dinku m\u011bly p\u0159ed v\u00edce ne\u017e hodinou, ale \u017ee by se najedla tolik?
Rozhovor mezi n\u00e1mi byl del\u0161\u00ed, ale u\u017e jsem to cht\u011bl ukon\u010dit a tak jsem j\u00ed p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010dil, a\u0165 po\u010dk\u00e1 na sestry a domluv\u00ed se s nimi, jestli si d\u00e1 nebo ne, \u017ee to jsou moc hodn\u00e9 pan\u00ed a \u017ee j\u00ed pov\u00ed jak to tady chod\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00e1 to ale pokra\u010dov\u00e1n\u00ed. Po n\u011bjak\u00e9 dob\u011b jsem jel op\u011bt po pokoj\u00edch a sb\u00edral t\u00e1cy s tal\u00ed\u0159i a zbytky. Vejdu do jej\u00edho pokoje. Druh\u00e1 pan\u00ed u\u017e sp\u00ed\u0161e sp\u00ed ale jej\u00ed postel je pr\u00e1zdn\u00e1. Div\u00edm se, ale v\u0161e je mo\u017en\u00e9 a tak beru t\u00e1cy a odch\u00e1z\u00edm. P\u0159i odchodu si ale pov\u0161imnu, \u017ee je n\u011bkdo asi v koupeln\u011b a mohla by to b\u00fdt pr\u00e1v\u011b asi ona. Jedu d\u00e1l po pokoj\u00edch a pak se kolem jej\u00edho vrac\u00edm a ona m\u011b \u010dek\u00e1 u dve\u0159\u00ed a je n\u011bjak nedo\u010dkav\u00e1, kdy u\u017e p\u0159ijedu. Zastav\u00edm a pt\u00e1m se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

„Copak je?“
„Nev\u00edte, kdy tudy jede vlak na Prahu?“
Malinko se usm\u00edv\u00e1m. U\u017e jsem p\u0159ipraven na leccos. „A pro\u010dpak?“
„V\u00edte, j\u00e1 pot\u0159ebuju stihnou vlak, aby byla v Praze.“
Hmmm, to bude s\u00edla, n\u011bjak j\u00ed p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010dit, aby n\u011bkam neposp\u00edchala.
Za\u010dnu tedy kli\u010dkovat a n\u011bjak j\u00ed umluv\u00edm, aby neposp\u00edchala pry\u010d.
„Oni by v\u00e1s hned upozornili, kdyby v\u00e1m to jelo. Nestrachujte se.“
„V\u00edte, j\u00e1 se nesm\u00edm opozdit. Kde je tady n\u00e1stupi\u0161t\u011b.“ P\u0159itom ukazovala r\u016fzn\u00fdmi sm\u011bry po chodb\u00e1ch.
„Neposp\u00edchejte tam. Je\u0161t\u011b to nejelo a m\u00e1te dost \u010dasu. Oni v\u00e1m to hned p\u0159ijdou \u0159\u00edci.“
„Opravdu, to by byli moc hodn\u00ed.“
„J\u00e1 to \u0159eknu t\u011bm lidem, co tu pracuj\u00ed a oni se o v\u00e1s postaraj\u00ed.“
„J\u00e9, to by bylo mil\u00e9. A najdou m\u011b? Nem\u00e1m n\u011bjak j\u00edt za nima?“
Je\u0161t\u011b, aby mi tady n\u011bkde b\u011bhala. To ne.
„V\u00edte co? Tadyhle je takov\u00fd pokoj a tam najdete jednu volnou postel.“
Ukazuju p\u0159itom na jej\u00ed pokoj. „Tam si sedn\u011bte a po\u010dkejte na n\u011b. J\u00e1 jim \u0159eknu a oni hnedle za v\u00e1mi p\u0159ijdou.“
„\u0158\u00edk\u00e1te tady? Tak to ano. J\u00e1 na n\u011b po\u010dk\u00e1m, ale abych nezme\u0161kala.“
„Nebojte se. My se o v\u00e1s postar\u00e1me.“<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A pan\u00ed odch\u00e1z\u00ed do sv\u00e9ho pokoje. Chv\u00edli \u010dek\u00e1m, jestli si to nerozmysl\u00ed a jdu za sestrama. Tam potk\u00e1v\u00e1m jednu a \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m j\u00ed, \u017ee pan\u00ed Be. se pt\u00e1, kdy j\u00ed jede vlak na Prahu, \u017ee nechce zme\u0161kat, tak a\u0165 j\u00ed jde \u0161t\u00edpnout l\u00edstek a postarat se o jej\u00ed pohodl\u00ed a hlavn\u011b a\u0165 j\u00ed neodejde na jin\u00e9 n\u00e1stupi\u0161t\u011b. Sestra \u0159\u00edk\u00e1, \u017ee hnedle jdou lidi ukl\u00e1dat, tak\u017ee se o n\u00ed postar\u00e1. S t\u00edm jsem ode\u0161el pry\u010d. P\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel jsem, jak j\u00ed to napadlo a asi n\u011bjak\u00fd z okam\u017eik\u016f bu\u010f j\u00eddla nebo toho, jak byla na z\u00e1chod\u011b v n\u00ed musel vyvolat n\u011bjakou takovou vzpom\u00ednku, kdy cestovala a tento z\u00e1\u017eitek j\u00ed nechce opustit.
Nicm\u00e9n\u011b tento p\u0159\u00edb\u011bh m\u00e1 je\u0161t\u011b dodatek. Pozd\u011bji v noci, kdy\u017e jsem tam slou\u017eil pohotovost (Tedy to, \u017ee \u010dlov\u011bk na domov\u011b sp\u00ed pro p\u0159\u00edpad, \u017ee by nastal nutn\u00fd p\u0159\u00edpad, tedy vesm\u011bs to, \u017ee n\u011bkdo zem\u0159e a mus\u00ed se sn\u00e9st z n\u011bjak\u00e9ho patra dolu. Poh\u0159eb\u00e1ci pr\u00fd maj\u00ed jezdit dva, ale obvykle pr\u00fd v noci jezd\u00ed jen jeden. Sestry nem\u016f\u017eou s t\u011b\u017ek\u00fdmi n\u00e1klady nos\u00edtek chodit po schodech a n\u00e1kladn\u00ed v\u00fdtah v t\u00e9to budov\u011b nemaj\u00ed. Kdo to vym\u00fd\u0161lel opravdu netu\u0161\u00edm a je\u0161t\u011b k tomu se mrtv\u00ed vyn\u00e1\u0161ej\u00ed dop\u0159edu p\u0159ed budovu, kam je vid\u011bt z ostatn\u00edch obytn\u00fdch dom\u016f. I pacienti se voz\u00ed v\u00fdtahem na kole\u010dkov\u00e9m k\u0159esle v sed\u011b.) jsem sjel dol\u016f do nuly v\u00fdtahem a jak vych\u00e1z\u00edm, tak vid\u00edm tu sestru, jak seb\u011bhla p\u00e1r schod\u016f a rychle nahl\u00e9dla, kdo to jede a za\u010dala se sm\u00e1t. „Jenom kontroluju, jestli pan\u00ed Be. neodjela beze mne.“ „Ale, zkontrolovala jste j\u00ed l\u00edstek?“ „Ne, ale p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010dila jsem j\u00ed, a\u0165 jede spole\u010dn\u011b se mnou a\u017e r\u00e1no, a\u017e se vysp\u00ed.“
Na\u010de\u017e jsme se oba za\u010dali sm\u00e1t. T\u0159eba \u0161\u0165astn\u011b do r\u00e1na zapomene, \u017ee n\u011bkam jela.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mnoh\u00e9 z t\u011bch situac\u00ed, kter\u00e9 jsem za\u017eil a kter\u00e9 v\u00e1m pop\u00ed\u0161u zase n\u011bkdy p\u0159\u00ed\u0161t\u011b byli legra\u010dn\u00ed a \u010dasto jsem se sm\u00e1l, ale nen\u00ed to sm\u00edch v\u00fdsm\u011bchu ani odporu ani strachu. Je to prost\u011b sm\u00edch sm\u00edchu a j\u00e1 s t\u011bmi lidmi souc\u00edt\u00edm a pokou\u0161\u00edm se tomu stavu porozum\u011bt. A\u010d to mnohdy v domov\u011b, kde jsem (a asi i v jin\u00fdch) vypad\u00e1 jako v tov\u00e1rn\u011b a obyvatel\u00e9 jsou br\u00e1ni jako objekty, tak to je jenom jist\u00fd \u00fahel pohledu a ta p\u00e9\u010de, kter\u00e1 se jim tady poskytuje je asi skute\u010dn\u011b vy\u0161\u0161\u00ed, ne\u017e snad kdekoliv jinde. (Kdo v\u00ed, jestli nejsou \u0161\u0165astn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed tam v tom ujet\u00e9m sv\u011bt\u011b kde jsou a tak jak jsou, kdy\u017e duch pomalu opou\u0161t\u00ed t\u011blo a jednotliv\u00e1 pouta svazuj\u00edc\u00ed ho s t\u011blem se oslabuj\u00ed a rozpadaj\u00ed. Snad jsou i okam\u017eiky, kdy duch t\u011blo opust\u00ed a ono m\u00e1 st\u00e1le jak\u00fdsi druh sebe-v\u011bdom\u00ed, kter\u00e9 ho udr\u017euje p\u0159i v\u011bdom\u00ed a udr\u017euje funkci t\u011bla). \u0158\u00edk\u00e1 se, \u017ee optimist\u00e9 to maj\u00ed v \u017eivot\u011b snaz\u0161\u00ed, proto\u017ee za\u017e\u00edvaj\u00ed m\u00e9n\u011b stresu. Osobn\u011b se pova\u017euji za optimistu a pokou\u0161\u00edm se nato hled\u011bt s nadhledem. Je mo\u017en\u00e9, \u017ee to tak se mnou m\u016f\u017ee skon\u010dit. Pak mi to ale u\u017e asi bude skoro jedno. Ehhh, n\u011bjak za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1m m\u00edt \u010dern\u00fd humor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u0159\u00ed\u0161t\u011b budu ps\u00e1t o tom, jak se t\u011b\u0161\u00edm, jak mi n\u011bkdo um\u0159e. Je to zvr\u00e1cen\u00e9? T\u011b\u017eko. Cel\u00fd domov je pln\u011b obsazen\u00fd a je u\u017e mnoho \u017e\u00e1dost\u00ed o um\u00edst\u011bn\u00ed. Odch\u00e1z\u00ed odtud (krom dovolen\u00fdch a cest do nemocnice) jen velmi m\u00e1lo kdo, tak\u017ee cesta ven je jen jedn\u00edm zp\u016fsobem, \u017ee. A v tom p\u0159\u00edpad\u011b by byli zvr\u00e1cen\u00ed i na \u0159editelstv\u00ed. M\u00e1 to toti\u017e je\u0161t\u011b druhou str\u00e1nku a to jekontakt se skute\u010dnost\u00ed smrti a to je, jak uznaj\u00ed v\u0161ichni, co se s t\u00edmto fenom\u00e9nem n\u011bjak osobn\u011b setkali, opravdu siln\u00fd z\u00e1\u017eitek a zku\u0161enost, co v\u00e1s ovlivn\u00ed skute\u010dn\u011b do konce \u017eivota.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Na z\u00e1v\u011br ot\u00e1zka. V\u00edte jak\u00fd je rozd\u00edl mezi bl\u00e1znem a psychiatrem, kter\u00fd je l\u00e9\u010d\u00ed?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd. Jen l\u00e9ka\u0159 nos\u00ed obvykle b\u00fdl\u00ed pl\u00e1\u0161\u0165, z \u00fastavu ho pou\u0161t\u00ed ven kdykoliv a on se do stav\u016f, kter\u00e9 bl\u00e1zni za\u017e\u00edvaj\u00ed dok\u00e1\u017ee dostat a za\u017e\u00edt je (nebo je alespo\u0148 n\u011bjak dok\u00e1\u017ee poc\u00edtit, aby je dok\u00e1zal pochopit a l\u00e9\u010dit), ale op\u011bt se z nich dok\u00e1\u017ee dostat ven (pr\u00e1v\u011b aby je mohl l\u00e9\u010dit).
A to posledn\u00ed je ten nejd\u016fle\u017eit\u011bj\u0161\u00ed rozd\u00edl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A ty zdi \u00fastav\u016f nebr\u00e1n\u00ed bl\u00e1zn\u016fm aby neut\u00edkali, ale sp\u00ed\u0161e v\u011bt\u0161inou chr\u00e1n\u00ed je, abychom jim neubli\u017eovali, neukazovali na n\u011b a nenapadali je. Aby tak m\u011bli ve sv\u00e9m bl\u00e1znovstv\u00ed klid a aby m\u011bli na sv\u00e9 bl\u00e1znovstv\u00ed klid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vindy<\/p>\n\n\n\n\n\n\n

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